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November 8th, 2009

long time

11/8/09 10:20 pm
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 Hello all.

I haven't been on here in a long time, not too sure why but there we go.

Since I was last on here I've moved in with my boyfriend, broken up and now moving back to home. 
I've quit collage and lost my dream of becoming a dancer. o and my cat died.... 
so not an amazing last few months but hey!, thats life.
I still have writer's block, I just can't find any idea's to write anything, with is quiet depression.
I'm not even sure if I still can write anything...  
anyone got any ideas on how I can get my mind back? 




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February 15th, 2009

Writer's Block: Heart to Heart

2/15/09 12:27 am
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Valentine's Day: love it or hate it?


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I hate valentines day it's pointless, and just an excuse for people to waste money! Why do we need a special day to tell someone you love them! It's not like you love them anymore that day! We waste enough money on birthdays and Christmas then this crap too! euck!

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August 17th, 2008

Writer's Block: Your Username

8/17/08 11:33 pm
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Why did you choose your user name? Is there any special meaning or story behind it?

Submitted By [info]lilbananapie


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When I first joined lj I joined it for _vam.
and i was in love with the HIM song (and still are) Heaven tonight.
and some of the words are..
you are my heaven tonight, im in love with you.
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June 24th, 2008

Growing up is overrated?

6/24/08 04:12 pm
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Does anyone know if patchy4vam has updated his story lately?

I haven't been on in ages.....



Also a photo of Ville on december 8th 2008 : )

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June 17th, 2008

(no subject)

6/17/08 07:02 pm
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Hey Sweethearts.
I have a Band that I think you guys will LOVE!!

The Infamous.









</mspobj>







Take a listen, you won't regret it!

Vicki. xx
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Writer's Block: How I got on LJ

6/17/08 06:59 pm
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Who introduced you to LiveJournal? Why did you first open an account or get involved?


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I was introduced to Livejournal by a friend of a friends, who was a memeber of _vam.
I started reading a story called Wicked Game and got hooked.
I eventually opened an account and have been a memeber for around 2 years maybe more....
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June 1st, 2008

Hey sweethearts.

6/1/08 04:30 pm
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Not updated on here in fucking ages, my life has gone upside down.
My year long relationship has gone and blow up in my face. So thats my life at the moment.

Moved back into Aberystwyth, not moving again this year!.

Finished school that I'm glad about but now I have SHIT load of exams so I smoke a lot more now!

But I do now have nothing to do after the 13th till September the 9th! woooo.

So yeah thats the reason I've not been on here.

How is everyone, I've miss you all!!!!!

xx
  • Current Location: Home
  • Current Mood: cold
  • Current Music: fall out boy (kill me)
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May 6th, 2008

Writer's Block: Define Cheater

5/6/08 12:00 am
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What is your definition of cheating?


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I think it's being unfaithful in anyway from kissing to sex. Its all cheating and all shows how people don't have any will power.
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January 20th, 2008

(no subject)

1/20/08 01:14 pm
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Yuck I'm so ill. I can't get out of bed. I feel like death. 
I need something to keep my mind off my illness... 

 also a picture from my latest photoshoot.
x

  • Current Location: home
  • Current Mood: nauseated
  • Current Music: c`mon girl -chili
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January 16th, 2008

(no subject)

1/16/08 07:11 pm
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 I need to find a fast way to lose weight and tone up! FAST!!! argh!!!
  • Current Mood: pissed off
  • Current Music: prime time of your life - daft punk
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January 14th, 2008

Gay rights

1/14/08 10:12 pm
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From all over my flist.

Why is it that, as a culture, we are more comfortable seeing two men holding guns than holding hands?" - Ernest Gaines.

We would like to know who really believes in gay rights on livejournal.
There is no bribe of a miracle or anything like that. If you truly
believe in gay rights, then repost this and title the post as "Gay
Rights". If you don't believe in gay rights, then just ignore this.
Thanks. 

Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind.


Love is love
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  • Current Mood: its burning!
  • Current Music: Digital love - daft punk
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January 7th, 2008

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1/7/08 09:30 pm
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Title: letters part 4
Author: im_in_love_witu
Summary: A letter written to catch up brings up a fued. 
Disclamier: Never happened all in my head.

 

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December 29th, 2007

(no subject)

12/29/07 11:04 pm
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 question thingy.. 
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  • Current Mood: crappy
  • Current Music: Kill hannah
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(no subject)

12/29/07 10:37 pm
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 Right. I'm cold and bored..
Lets heat stuff up!

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  • Current Music: Kill hannah
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December 28th, 2007

(no subject)

12/28/07 03:31 pm
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 right, I'm home, ill and Bored!

Does anyone have any good journal thingies I can join... 

I have (wait for it)
Myspace , bebo(hate), tagged(dont use), vampirefreaks(hate) and Lj (loves)

anyone think of anything, I need something to do.

xx

  • Current Location: home
  • Current Mood: bored
  • Current Music: wicked game - HIM
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December 27th, 2007

(no subject)

12/27/07 10:07 pm
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i think hes cute
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December 26th, 2007

rant

12/26/07 09:17 pm
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What a shit day.
I'm in such a miserable mood, and everything hurts. 
I want tomorrow to come. 

My moods so foul HIM isn't helping.


FUCKING EVERYTHING!!  and to make it worse boyfriends in a bad mood at me now because I told everyone for there own sake to leave me alone today. -sigh- 



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  • Current Mood: irritated
  • Current Music: some HIM
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December 19th, 2007

(no subject)

12/19/07 07:13 pm
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My LiveJournal 12 Days
My True Love gave to me...
12 deanforamericas a-calling.
11 wilwheatons a-commenting.
10 tomshardwares a-crunching.
9 rfreeberns a-sipping.
8 mangofandangos a-smiling.
7 mcsweeneysrsss a-hollering.
6 officialgaimans a-smooching.
5 platinum boingboing_nets.
4 sleeping morphinesuxs.
3 Danish explodingdogrsss.
2 snake memepools.
And a slashdot_unban in an apple tree.
Get gifts! Username:
Another fun meme brought to you by rfreebern.
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December 18th, 2007

Writer's Block: Dear Santa

12/18/07 09:49 pm
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What's on your list for Santa this year?


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 A modeling carrer. :)
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December 17th, 2007

(no subject)

12/17/07 11:12 pm
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It's fucking cold and my room has a crack in the window and I have no heating, great!

On a nicer note we have a new member to LJ a lovely friend of mine.
So if you want to meet a obsessed HIM fan that's confused about LJ at the moment add him. 

[info]doomedshadow666    He's lovely, he will cheer you up in any occasion. :)



On another note, how has everyones day been? 

and woot! I got photoshop up and my new computer.



 
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December 1st, 2007

(no subject)

12/1/07 06:02 pm
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Quizzness


You Are 55% Normal

While some of your behavior is quite normal...
Other things you do are downright strange
You've got a little of your freak going on
But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself



You Are an Indifferent Ex

You're not one of those girls who thinks about her exes - or even remembers them
"Love 'em and Leave 'em" is your motto. And your break ups tend to be a clean break.
It's a nice strategy to have, and guys appreciate your total lack of emotional baggage.
But just a little reminder: it is okay to remember the good parts of your past, even with exes.


Not bad
  • Current Music: Everything I am - Kanye west
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(no subject)

12/1/07 05:54 pm
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Hey

Well I thought I would tell everyone about whats been going on since my internet broke. : )

Well, boyfriend troubles stopped. 
He's moved in now, so all our arguments have mostly stopped.
I've been bit ill, but thats usually.

Counting the days down till May.

Get my tattoo done next Friday. I'll post pictures then.

WOW my life is quiet boring.. haha

How has everyone been!? 

I wana know whats been going on!!

TAlk to meeeeeeeeeee. haha


 
  • Current Location: Home
  • Current Mood: calm
  • Current Music: Can't tell me nothing - Kanye west
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November 25th, 2007

hei kultas

11/25/07 02:23 pm
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Well since I've been on her I've cut and coloured my hair.

So who wants to see my hair.

I've changed it twice since Ive been on here.


  • Current Location: home
  • Current Mood: blah
  • Current Music: none
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November 23rd, 2007

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSs

11/23/07 11:17 pm
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happy happy happy happy.

Right, mostly I just got my internet working in the new house. Thats taken over 3months!!

Fucking annoying!

But I'm happy now :) 

How is everyone been?  
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  • Current Music: none
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September 2nd, 2007

(no subject)

9/2/07 03:51 pm
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I have a new puppy.





I need a name.  I need a finnish name.

Any idea's ?
  • Current Location: my lounge
  • Current Mood: cynical
  • Current Music: none
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August 27th, 2007

Enneagram Test Results

8/27/07 11:07 pm
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Enneagram Test Results
Type 1 Perfectionism |||||||||| 36%
Type 2 Helpfulness |||||||||||| 50%
Type 3 Image Awareness |||||| 30%
Type 4 Sensitivity |||||||||||||| 60%
Type 5 Detachment |||||||||||||||| 63%
Type 6 Anxiety |||||||||||||| 60%
Type 7 Adventurousness |||||||||||| 50%
Type 8 Aggressiveness |||||||||||| 50%
Type 9 Calmness |||||||||| 40%
Your main type is 5
Your variant is self pres
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INFP - "Questor". High capacity for caring. Emotional face to the world. High sense of honor derived from internal values. 4.4% of total population.
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  • Current Mood: depressed
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July 31st, 2007

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7/31/07 12:21 am
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Sitting in my lounge, alone listening to slow HIM. Crying alone in a room.  I'm feeling so alone, so fucking alone. I have nobody to talk too, not even my boyfriend. I feel sick... my mouth hurts, my nose is running. I want to die, please let me die.  I can't fucking handle this anymore. 

I'm ill. People say the reason I'm in constant pain is my body trying to tell me I'm depressed. I'm not depressed I just hate life and want to be alone or die. 

Think about it.. I have nothing going for me, I'm failing everything. I'm not skinny! I'm not pretty! my body is just a fucking mess. My lifes a fucking mess and apprantly to everybody that "cares" for me Im a childish, moody , imature bitch. So there really isn't a point.

god, why I'm a writing this... I'm so "emo" and pathetic...

Fuck sake.... I hate my life... I need help...I need to get over myself, my lifes fine, my only problems are that all my mates are fucked and put all the problems on me, my dads mostly moved out, comes on the weekends sometimes back from london so I have a crying mother. I don't trust my boyfriend, I think hes going to cheat again and that he enjoys fucking me over, but I love him so much that I take arguments and stuff WAY to much to heart and the only thing that use to relax me I've lost that too, as I've got FUCKING writers block! 

See nothing wrong, I'm just being a stupid imature mood bitch...
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July 29th, 2007

The reason I want you to know I care.

7/29/07 05:42 pm
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I want you too know I care in the way of comfort. 
I want you too know that your my world and I love 95% of you, that 5% that I don't love I put up with because Its only little.
I'm not with you for looks or for "the sex".
I'm with you for your personality, I'm with you for your humor, your smile, your eyes I'm with you for YOU and nothing else will change that.
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  • Current Mood: disappointed
  • Current Music: the 100 sexiest. lol
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7/29/07 04:52 pm
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YESS!!!!!!!!!!!



I'm getting emails again!


Looked on my blocked email adresses and lj was in it?!!! 

not a clue how but it was! 


anyway Im happy now!

Might start writing again.

  • Current Location: my lounge
  • Current Mood: content
  • Current Music: nothing
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Writer's Block: Bump In The Night

7/29/07 03:12 pm
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What are you afraid of?


I'm terrified of needle's in my arms.   Everytime I have a blood test or injection, I freeze go into shock and lose all feeling in my body. 

Also

Snakes, there is just something about them.
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July 28th, 2007

(no subject)

7/28/07 12:09 am
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-crys- 

I've lost microsoft word!!

I can't get into any of my fucking storys,poems , codes etc!!!!



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July 27th, 2007

It's strange how...

7/27/07 06:32 pm
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I don't really know anyone on my livejournal friends.

I have talked to a few of you and have made friendish's with one or two, but I have over 40 "friends" on here...


So if you want to talk etc...

myspace

deep_shadows_and_brilliant__highlights@hotmail.com

em....

I have bebo but don't know my url but it's on my  profile

or just talk on here.


ALSO

HIM wolverhampton 8th december?

or

Kill hannah - manchester  september?


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July 16th, 2007

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7/16/07 01:32 pm
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THERE BOOKED!!!!


HIM wolverhampton 8th december booked!!  Can't wait. 

-Big grin-  anyone want to meet up then? xx
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  • Current Music: nothing
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July 15th, 2007

Writer's Block: By Any Other Name

7/15/07 04:07 pm
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If you could rename yourself in real life, what would you choose, and why?

I would rename myself  ever Sydney or Max... I love the names. Both powerful kicking ass women from two of my favourite shows. 
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July 14th, 2007

(no subject)

7/14/07 10:33 pm
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Problem... when I get comments now I don't get emails. telling me... It's really confussing..I had a look and it's set to email me and my email address it valid but it's not emailing me..
  • Current Location: my room
  • Current Mood: depressed
  • Current Music: heaven - dj sammy
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July 9th, 2007

(no subject)

7/9/07 08:45 pm
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Need to ask you lovely people a question.


Legal age's for tattoos in Britian...

I know it's 18.... But with Parent premission isn't it younger? 


Anyone help? 

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July 4th, 2007

(no subject)

7/4/07 01:47 pm
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Hello. I just joined. 

[info]im_in_love_witu  came from one of my favourite songs from my favourite band. HIM the band have a song called "Heaven" and the lyrics are "You are my heaven tonight, Im in love with you."  So thats where my name came from. 

Also the name idea came as I only knew and joined Livejournal because of a community called _VAM at first that is a HIM community mostly so I needed a HIM related user name.

P.s reason It's witu is because I couldn't put with you as it was to long.


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July 1st, 2007

Lovex

7/1/07 08:58 pm
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LOVEX 

I've been getting obsessed with the last week... want to know why..




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  • Current Mood: drained
  • Current Music: Lovex
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May 15th, 2007

(no subject)

5/15/07 06:10 pm
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Anyone know any good bands?

I'm looking for new bands to get into.

I like most things, so... yeh, I love finding out about  Finnish bands....

thanks xx
  • Current Music: story of the year
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May 8th, 2007

(no subject)

5/8/07 09:23 pm
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Tell me this??
Just by LJ how old do you think I am??

Please most do this... Im intrested. hehe xxx

  • Current Music: Two guys for every girl - peaches
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